he uses lots of his energy building his own happiness and assets

I was thinking about it ever since he showed his cold side to me. I don’t want to post his name on the website for my own safety and privacy. But I want to claim that this message is especially aiming for my current boyfriend at 2020 Jan. We’ve being living together for over a year.

The purpose of this death note is not to kill him immediately, but let him suffer severly everytime he made me feel sad and disappointed, until he realized that there is no way but only treat me in the right way. May the reaper decide when to take him away, and please punish him on his career that he cherish the most.

I suffered from my boyfriend’s selfishness ever since I showed my weakness and my true self to him. I’ve warned him, do not get involved with me, because he may not suitable for me. He doesn’t listen. He never talked to me decently. He’s not a patient listener, nor a good storyteller. I feel very lonely with him. Also, despite how careless and lazy he was to our relationship, he uses lots of his energy building his own happiness and assets. He likes to spend a lot of time on video game and do not speak to me. We are in a foreign country, and I just have him as my friend and sort of family. He’s cruelty and selfishness caused my mental disorder.

Yesterday, he’s being extremely offensive to me. I don’t want to love him anymore. I want him to suffer all his life while treating him rightly as a normal girlfriend. If he abandonded me, or betrayed me, please let him die immediately. If he treat me in the right way, and make me feel happy, he’ll be safe and healthy until he naturally aged. If he’s being cold to me, let him suffer from great misfortune, pain, loss, and weakness.

I hate him deeply. In fact, at first I didn’t even choose him. It is just life was too hard and I need a support. He took that advantage and got me. Although I’m not strong enough to live a happy life by myself, I will make sure he suffers severely, everytime he’s being a jerk to me.

For this time, for all the offensive thing he said yesterday, I wish he will got an accident in the netcafe he plays computer games recently. I wish some violent guy beat him by mistaken him into someone who plays too much game and missed important issue, and pissed on him outside the bar. Make sure they pissed on his hair and shirt. Make sure he is too shameful to say this thing to his parents. Also, he will feel extremely shame because he’s kinda feeling it related to how he treated me yesterday night and this morning. Make sure he understand and remember that, if he treat me wrongly, his career is going to be a failure.

Make sure his parents will support our relationship and help us together all this lifetime, and I will witness how he suffer or survive. Make sure everytime he watches a porn video by himself, he can not have the final cum shot because he’s too distracted. Make sure he physically need me and feel weak without me. Make sure he feels disgusting about other women naturally.

Thank you so much Reaper. I believe in your pure powder. I respect you, and worship you. I thank you for being my friend all the time. Also, thank you, Japan. I’ve been travelling in Japan, and it is truly a nice and elegant country. I wish your gorgeous culture will last and prosper forever.